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May 30, 2024 · 1:05:56

The Real Grind: Don Dolla 500 on Happiness, Hustle, and Hip-Hop - I Will Not Lose Podcast - #0057

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In this episode, I sit down with Don Dolla 500, widely regarded as one of the best rappers in the Allentown area, to explore what success truly means to him. We dive into the idea that success isn't just about money, but about finding moments of reflection and happiness. Don shares his thoughts on the unseen hard work behind the scenes and the transition from the pre-internet music era to today's digital age. We also discuss how the structure of music has evolved over the years.…

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In this episode, I sit down with Don Dolla 500, widely regarded as one of the best rappers in the Allentown area, to explore what success truly means to him. We dive into the idea that success isn't just about money, but about finding moments of reflection and happiness. Don shares his thoughts on the unseen hard work behind the scenes and the transition from the pre-internet music era to today's digital age. We also discuss how the structure of music has evolved over the years. I ask Don what he would do if Taylor Swift or Drake called him for a feature, sparking an interesting conversation about potential collaborations and opportunities in the music industry. We delve into the influence of rap on culture, not just in terms of glorifying crime but also as a powerful documentation of real-life experiences. We compare the "I Will Not Lose" attitude with the everyday grind of people struggling to better their situations. Tune in for an insightful discussion on resilience, adaptation, and the real meaning of success in the world of hip-hop.

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  1. Good morning, good evening, good night, good afternoon.

  2. Don't give me copyright flag, though.

  3. No, no, no, you can cut this out.

  4. I sounded like a zombie.

  5. Just.

  6. Yeah, in order to grow, you got to have like some kind of goals.

  7. Good morning, good evening, good night, good afternoon.

  8. Whatever time you're listening in, wherever you're listening from.

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  11. you could have been anywhere in the world but you're here be present and recognize that it's

  12. now right now whether you're right now is working flying running driving be thankful we're alive

  13. baby failure can be frightening however as winston churchill reminds us success is all about going

  14. from failure to failure without losing enthusiasm this is i will not lose podcast where we set out

  15. to prove everything is learned from failure and we must persevere and recognize it as one step

  16. closer to success. I'm your host, Tony Ortiz. Let's jump right in.

  17. What's going on, man? Good to see you. Good to see you, man. Good to be here, man.

  18. got don dollar 500 in the building you already know man i will not lose do say dawn man legendary

  19. dawn man dawn soprano man oh man so we're gonna get into i'm just gonna roll off the intro and

  20. then we'll jump right in man been a great conversation before we got started actually

  21. we were on the phone and my phone just shut off said it got too hot so i was like man i hope these

  22. cameras don't overheat man it's gonna be fire but don dollar is a rapper coming out of allentown

  23. really people would would say you're always in the top five wherever you fall or wherever they

  24. give it a lot of people hold you and some may disagree but they hold you as one of the best

  25. out here you know i just appreciate it man you know i just i appreciate it definitely you know

  26. It's always an honor every time anybody give you that type of praise, you feel me, or a type of accolade and shit like that, you know what I mean?

  27. But, you know, I ain't go for top five or nothing like that, you know what I'm saying?

  28. I go for the best, but not just here, just anywhere, you feel me?

  29. So you just want to be the best doing what you do.

  30. So I try to do that, and hopefully I get respected for what I do.

  31. For sure, for sure.

  32. But I wanted to know, like, what does success mean to you?

  33. like you said you weren't really shooting to be the in the top five or whatever you know just

  34. the best yeah that entail i mean success in general just is is really just like a um

  35. it's a self thing to be honest success is like happiness to me like success is where

  36. when you sit back in your life and you reflect especially at that moment um you like you feel

  37. good about it that's success to me like that's that's success whatever you're doing it don't

  38. really matter like you don't that's not money and tail like you know i'm saying when you're

  39. sitting you're looking at you're in the mirror or you're chilling and you know you had that moment

  40. where you're just like ah and you're just thinking about life about where you at and you can you know

  41. sometimes you might get sad because shit might not be how you want it to be you feel me but if not

  42. if you feel good you feel happy you feel blessed you success you successful for me sure for sure

  43. for sure now if you're blessed and healthy and stuff there's a lot of things if you're grateful

  44. i think a lot of it comes from gratitude if you're at a point where you can be grateful

  45. now if you're like the fuck man the light bulbs out i can't get a new light bulb like

  46. fucking fridge don't work whatever it is i don't know whatever people are going through like

  47. sometimes you just don't got a dryer right now yeah gotta take wet clothes to the laundry and

  48. you're tired about that so i mean as long as you could be in a place where you're grateful and

  49. stuff like that that's a fact though i mean that's what i feel that's what i feel about success but

  50. um you had a line in confessions where you ended the verse it stuck out to me can't be a loss if

  51. there's a lesson yeah i'm like this this is definitely something we could talk about my

  52. listeners would appreciate in terms of finding their own success and figuring out you know

  53. hearing other people because the reason why i brought up the it's not even for clout and i

  54. don't get into those lists there's plenty of people in different lanes that do stuff and

  55. they're all just people's opinion facts you know but it's entertaining it's fun to see that it

  56. lights everybody up and everybody starts dropping singles like yeah like yeah listen to me listen to

  57. me people drop yeah no i think it's great but i decided to have a platform to kind of put stuff

  58. out and so i don't put anybody one guest above another or anything oh yeah no definitely not

  59. it just it brings the idea of like you know how you said essentially success is wherever you see

  60. it you understand a lot of people look at you and think of that as success you see the fan base

  61. they see you know i mean i could see that you know you that's life we always is like that you

  62. know i mean it's like you're in the gym and you know i'm saying you're working out you look at

  63. oh boy he got his you know i'm saying you got the certain weights on your shit his shit he got

  64. double that you're like oh shit i'm trying to get well boy yeah it'd be like that you know i'm

  65. saying but you don't know what he got what he putting in and then how much he had to put in

  66. to get there that's how i go so it ain't about nothing you know the success like i said success

  67. is where you see it so if niggas see this as success then when they get here they gonna be

  68. happy as fuck you know what i'm saying for sure for sure but i me i always been as far as like

  69. just being like you know having you know a few followers and shit like that like i'm i always

  70. have people that seen me this before the internet era so i just gotta work now i'm learning how to

  71. work the internet era but i always been lit in life like i always been the guy you know what

  72. i'm saying so it didn't matter and it was the was the bronx whether it was stevenson whether it was

  73. you know i'm saying roosevelt don't matter out here downtown don't matter where i go i always

  74. been the man job call so i've always been i always been oh your niggas rap over here

  75. and when i rap i'm top five or i'm the best you know what i'm saying that's how i always kind of

  76. been so i ain't never really trip off that i just kind of want to be able to harness um like you

  77. know a fan base is you know it's hard to measure sometimes you know i'm saying so you want to you

  78. want to know who your true fans is so that's why i wasn't really going consistently and doing shit

  79. so you know i had a lot of people that supported me with this shit but i didn't really go consistent

  80. i didn't really take it that serious so now i'm trying to take it more serious and now i'm trying

  81. to harness the fan base and feed them and do everything proper high quality and do everything

  82. right you know i'm saying and harness that so you could make a living off of it because that's the

  83. goal for me you know i mean everybody different but the goal for me is to to make a living off

  84. of what i what i'm doing of my skills and shit like that be able to focus more time on that i

  85. mean that's all making a living is you're still doing something eight to ten hours a day yeah

  86. it's just that you know it fits but how's that in the internet era keeping up with putting out

  87. hot quality content like you remember back in 2005 he put out an album maybe every two years

  88. or something now like they want tracks every day they want reels it's different man it's a different

  89. um my manager be on me about shit and i'm learning you feel me i'm learning and i mean i don't mind

  90. it i don't mind it as much you feel me i mean but uh i just ain't that type of nigga i ain't really

  91. a heavy camera nigga i'm like kind of anti-social like i'd rather chill but i do i'm gonna do what

  92. I need to do you feel me you know I'm saying I ain't shy I don't shy away from the moment or

  93. nothing but I ain't really into all this to stardom and shit like that that ain't really

  94. my swag you feel me I was like you know I always been popular or whatever but I ain't into that

  95. like that you feel me I'll be chilling you know what I mean but uh we've been shooting a lot of

  96. content though that's that's I mean it's fun to an extent you feel me like you just gotta build

  97. a team shit costs money like she gotta you know you gotta be on your on your grizzy you know

  98. i mean it's all like 11 people out there and that behind the scenes you just posted oh yeah yeah

  99. yeah you know i mean it was like a bunch of people just stopping by and beeping horns and

  100. shit like that but um but nah like it um even stuff like that content platforms doesn't even

  101. come in here like this is content you know what i'm saying so this is uh something like that every

  102. platform you know i'm not just gonna hit but um that's how i support people especially people i

  103. know you feel me and people on the rise you know hopefully you know this platform bring light to

  104. me i bring like to the platform and shit like that but definitely it's like all content you

  105. know i'm saying like everything like i know you're selective with your interviews too so i really

  106. appreciate you making time to come through you having me man here you know what i mean and it's

  107. it's the sort of content like we talked a little bit off camera about how i hate saying back in

  108. the day but back in the day you had like 116 that went and then people chopped it up on a different

  109. beat and then it would like it got mad rotation and radios are just playing a 16 yeah a little

  110. bit of content could go a long bit away you know what i mean yeah and it lasts longer back in the

  111. day but the songs is more quality like everybody did quality shit you don't get time to not to cut

  112. you off you don't get time to like tell your story until like you can in a 30 minute or a 45 minute

  113. album like you can in a 16 you just need like four good bars everything needs to connect yeah

  114. it's true you could tell you could tell a lot in a 16 you feel me it's a lot in a 16 and even back

  115. in the day it used to be three 16s like i don't know niggas might not remember that era but now

  116. we do two 16s you feel me so now my manager be like you know what's kind of shit kind of long

  117. scrap so i be like you know what i'm gonna stop doing three verses so i just stopped doing three

  118. verses like fuck it you know what i mean so now i gotta get my message across in two verses which

  119. back in the day used to have three you know what i mean so just you know a song that was uh four

  120. minutes was regular you feel me a song that was three minutes and 50 something like whatever

  121. now that shit a little that shit three minutes what the fuck they look down while they're

  122. listening to see how much this shit got a third verse like what we never used we used to like

  123. Yo man it was songs

  124. That had five verses

  125. Back in the day

  126. Used to be five rappers

  127. Hopping on one joint

  128. Yeah that's what I'm saying

  129. You feel me like

  130. We would love it

  131. I remember Touch It

  132. Remixes and shit like that

  133. Niggas would love that shit

  134. What

  135. It'd be mad rappers

  136. On that shit

  137. We'd just be like

  138. Oh word

  139. Got him on it

  140. Got her on it

  141. Word

  142. Keep them coming like

  143. Yeah Industry was doing that too

  144. Yeah

  145. But niggas rapped

  146. That's why

  147. That's why I'm

  148. I'm even doing it again too

  149. Is cause niggas rap again

  150. Nigga what they saying

  151. They want niggas to rap again

  152. Like

  153. It was a hit of time

  154. That's why I was chilling

  155. I was just chilling

  156. Cause it was like

  157. You know

  158. A hit of time with rap

  159. They ain't wanna

  160. They ain't appreciate

  161. If you was nice

  162. It was more about

  163. Either

  164. You know

  165. The bop

  166. You know

  167. The

  168. I don't know

  169. What the fuck

  170. The thing was on

  171. You know

  172. Dancing

  173. Or some other shit

  174. And I was then singing

  175. And

  176. Yeah you had to make up a dance

  177. When you dropped a single

  178. Yeah it was just different

  179. You know

  180. So it was about the looks

  181. And all that extra crap

  182. So I

  183. I wasn't on that

  184. I'm not really that type of nigga

  185. i'm like a mc type of nigga you know what i mean so once he was like all right you see the the wave

  186. of yo this nigga really fire this nigga really fire this nigga really fire like like everybody's

  187. starting to like the good rappers again so then i'm like i bet that's my time that behind the

  188. scenes you posted that was a collaboration with block work yeah that was um block work tv block

  189. work tv that's like a a platform a bit a pretty big platform you know i mean for um like up and

  190. come artists you feel like that i mean you got industry artists davies and neat bucks and niggas

  191. that was on there you know they go there to promote their albums or whatever but um that yeah

  192. um we brought you know uh it was a couple people from the town maybe from the area that went on

  193. the block work tv but before me and whatnot but um they probably went to new york you feel me

  194. didn't shoot theirs or they went to um philly or jersey or some shit like that but i was like

  195. fuck it you know i'm saying i went to um no one should lie in the town man you know i'm saying

  196. i'm like a i'm like a i'm one of the niggas supposed to hold the flag so i'm gonna hold

  197. the flag type of vibe so i'm like i bet i'm gonna let these niggas have these niggas come out here

  198. you feel me so i get like a block work tv allentown tour you feel me niggas ain't gotta

  199. really thank me but you know nah nah people appreciate it that's why i like uh like you said

  200. it's collaborative yeah we're putting together a piece of content and we're giving way more than a

  201. 16 or 30 minute album we're giving like in depth you know what i mean and and that's as dope to

  202. give that back to the fans like in social media days they want to see you in all aspects they

  203. want to see the behind the scenes they you can't just drop a music video every 10 years yeah like

  204. that that was that's that's exactly why i'm here like that's exactly the thing too like

  205. because i used to not do that and then i used to just drop a video like once a year like i was

  206. like that type of nigga maybe once every two years you feel me but i just not me my man my

  207. nigga champ got me on it and then on top of it why i came here was i seen that like you said

  208. it don't really have people like me here you know i'm saying like that's like you know what i mean

  209. i'm kind of like edgy you know if you listen to my music you know me it's just i'm like i'm not

  210. really like a corporate kind of guy but and on top of it um i don't think people get that type

  211. of you know so the conf the conversation you would give me probably be different than somebody else

  212. you feel i'm saying so it'll get a different side of me you know i mean then um me going to a

  213. or a podcast where i know it's about to be real you know i mean not as you go on a big radio show

  214. is is completely different you don't got the time that you got your points you have to get across

  215. no matter what i mean especially if you only got like 10 15 minutes facts though but uh so you

  216. gathered people around that kind of help you you mentioned your manager if you want to shout him

  217. out yeah shout out my nigga champ man a lot familiar you already know be the best man like

  218. call it but you get people around you to kind of for lack of a better term criticize you you know

  219. what i mean like like you said i don't know if we said it earlier in this conversation or off camera

  220. but you said it's not like a global appeal off camera yeah yeah me like i'm like um that's not

  221. what i'm going for you feel me like like some people might tell me that some people be like

  222. yo you know you got global appeal you feel me like you could go you could go here like you got

  223. a certain style like people like it like you you could go you could do this and do that you know

  224. i mean make this type of music but i don't care about that that's not what i'm rapping for you

  225. know i'm saying i don't rap for that you know i'm saying like i literally at this point i just rap

  226. for my people i rap for my hood i rap for the people that go through what i go through you

  227. know i'm saying i rap my life now if they connect to it that's what it is but that's my message like

  228. i'm not rapping for the suburbs i'm not rapping for no pop musics but if there's some shit that

  229. they fuck with they vibe with me and they connect and they hit right cool i'm all with that for me

  230. whoever called me for a song taylor swift called me for a song i'm a rocker i'm a kick i'm a cooker

  231. shit you feel me but i mean no that's good that's good that you say that because a lot of people

  232. come up here and they'll be like yeah you know nah it's all if you get that call from taylor

  233. swift you get that call from drake you're not gonna be like nah you're not like us i'm getting

  234. them spicy man i'm getting taylor swift super spicy man you feel me i'm getting i'm getting

  235. drizzy spicy man they already spicy without me so it's like of course like i'm gonna go

  236. you know i'm saying i'm gonna if they want the sauce man i'm gonna give them sauce i ain't with

  237. none of that i mean they cool like i'm i've listened to all type of music so i'm fans of

  238. everything you know i'm saying so like i ain't man but that's not what i'm going for you know

  239. i'm saying i'm not shooting for that that's not what i'm shooting for that's if it happened to

  240. happen but that's i'm just rapping for the trenches but i'm rapping for the people like me

  241. let's go through what i go through and you know that's that's that's just trying to make it out

  242. let's try and make something happen it's trying to be successful i mean not the people i can't

  243. rap for the people that's already successful because that's not i feel i feel like i'm still

  244. working towards my success so that's all that's my message so i'm talking to them so that's the

  245. anthems i try to make i try to make the anthems for a nigga working that's trying ground and he

  246. want to get up out of there but all niggas trying to take care of his kid one nigga that's got a

  247. trap because his jobs ain't hiring him because he got a felony niggas that went to jail and

  248. niggas that that's who i'm trying that's the message so whatever they going through i can

  249. help him get through that that's that's what i rap for i'm saying i ain't really that's the

  250. message in my shit everything else and then of course being fire you know i'm saying just being

  251. a fire mc you know i'm saying so when you hear it lyrically i mean everything is up to paul

  252. other than that i'm saying i have taylor swift call me i'm with it though you feel me but

  253. that's it i mean i ain't really know sure for sure that's dope though to have goals for it

  254. And like the thing about what you said, the music is not for people already successful.

  255. I think that even at success, like you said, let's say metaphorically, somebody gets to where you're at and they're happy as hell.

  256. And they're like, I made it.

  257. There's always someone that would wish for your health, your home.

  258. Like even just being in America, we're so much more blessed monetarily.

  259. You could take it one way or another.

  260. But I love America.

  261. It's a great place to live.

  262. I wouldn't want to be in no other country

  263. You know what I'm saying

  264. That's how I look at it

  265. But it don't take away from the fact that

  266. I'm at war inside the country

  267. You feel me

  268. It don't take away from that

  269. So that's the thing

  270. Is that you can only

  271. It's hard

  272. Until you hit a certain point

  273. Where you're living comfortably

  274. When you're living comfortably

  275. That's a different part

  276. And when you're living comfortably

  277. Like I said

  278. Sometimes financially that matters

  279. You know what I'm saying

  280. you could be happy in poverty don't get it fucked up absolutely but you could be you could be have

  281. mad happiness i see kids every day i see people every day super happy and but we only know what

  282. we know and being deprived is being deprived niggas can say what they want you know i'm saying

  283. like that's how i feel you know i'm saying being deprived of being deprived if it's like

  284. you only ate apples and oranges your whole life one of them when they actually wish to join you

  285. one of them is going to be an apple orange which is your favorite right you want to say i love them

  286. oranges i love them apples but you ain't taste kiwi you ain't taste dragon fruit you ain't taste

  287. mad or shit so what do you really know then you can then if you taste those it might change

  288. so if you never even get to experience it you're deprived of it right so i look at it so even if

  289. even if you don't like it you're kind of deprived like let's say i just never tried starfruit but i

  290. see that shit sitting you know i'm at an event somewhere i'm like you know i want to try that

  291. just for the the fact that you can do it even if you spit it out and say i don't like it

  292. is you you tried it it's experience you got your now you could judge it yourself

  293. because you actually know most people don't actually know and they and they so and and

  294. then when you feel like a lot of people in the hood when they feel like you can't reach it they

  295. they try to play it like oh it's just whack you know what i'm saying or some niggas get all that

  296. money when niggas doing all this or they doing that or they that's just whack but it's like come

  297. on man you know what i'm saying but it'd be knowledge too though they they we deprive for a

  298. reason it's you know i'm saying so that's why i say we have war in the country like being black

  299. is a is a thing niggas can say it ain't but it's a thing i know it's a thing because i live it

  300. i grew up like this so i know it's a thing it's always a thing the darker you are is a thing

  301. But when you succeed, then if you're essentially handicapped, if you're black in America, don't you feel like when you succeed or you achieve that gratitude or achieve happiness here, it's like you kind of like won without cheat codes.

  302. It's a fact.

  303. It's a heavy fact.

  304. You won without cheat codes.

  305. It's like, yo, in life, it's literally people like if it was a race, it's literally people that be two miles ahead of you.

  306. But y'all got to still hit that finish line.

  307. You're supposed to beat them to the finish line

  308. or meet them at the finish line.

  309. And they had a crazy head start.

  310. That's how life be.

  311. But we see it all the time.

  312. There ain't no excuse.

  313. Because talent is talent.

  314. You see a nigga running.

  315. She's shorty hitting them gas chains.

  316. You're like, oh, shit, she catching up.

  317. It's all about determination.

  318. You know what I mean?

  319. I will.

  320. I mean, the will to do shit.

  321. Like, I will not lose.

  322. You feel me?

  323. That's how it really is.

  324. That really is

  325. You know what I mean

  326. So there ain't no excuses

  327. You know what I'm saying

  328. But at the end of the day

  329. You're going to acknowledge it

  330. And that's what it's supposed to be

  331. You know what I mean

  332. And we got to figure out a way

  333. To restructure ourselves

  334. And help each other

  335. That's always the way

  336. Because that's what they know how to do

  337. They know how to help each other

  338. They set up a structure

  339. That helps each other

  340. That's what black people

  341. Don't know how to do

  342. That's what people with poverty

  343. Spanish people

  344. We ain't all figured it out yet

  345. You know what I mean

  346. But when we do

  347. It's going to be ill

  348. It's going to be real spicy

  349. When we do

  350. sure for sure it's early so i mixed it with a little red bull you feel me it's early coming

  351. on a nice early interview i have my energy drink somewhere i can't figure out where i put that

  352. shit but i don't know i would say like when i listen to your music it doesn't sound like uh

  353. like a glorification of crime you know what i mean like there's there's not a you're not putting

  354. out a lifestyle for making money you're not exploiting people and putting people's business

  355. out there in order to sell records, for lack of a better term.

  356. It's like-

  357. No, not at all.

  358. Like when Tupac shone light on This Is Life in the Ghetto and it hit a mainstream, you

  359. know what I mean?

  360. It brought light.

  361. Yeah, that's what you're supposed to do.

  362. And there's some that would argue that that whole era brought on a ton of people wanting

  363. to be involved in crime or just live ... They say rap creates violence.

  364. like what's your thoughts on that um the thing is like rap is a reflection sometimes music just

  365. a reflection so when you when i first heard my first rap song i forgot i can't remember the

  366. name of it but he was rapping about it was from the bronx he was rapping about he was like broken

  367. glass everywhere if it ain't about a dollar then i just don't care and it was like the broken glass

  368. It's everywhere related to me

  369. because it was broken glass

  370. all around the streets.

  371. You feel me?

  372. So that's what it's about.

  373. You feel me?

  374. So it's like,

  375. if you rapping about crime,

  376. if they rapping about this,

  377. we rapping about what we

  378. going through every day.

  379. So the thing is that,

  380. niggas,

  381. what you expect them to talk about?

  382. And that's the thing.

  383. That's a good point.

  384. It's not really glorifying

  385. if you telling a story

  386. and I'm telling you my story

  387. and it just sound like a movie to you.

  388. If it sound like a movie

  389. That's cool

  390. But it's just

  391. It's not glorifying

  392. It's just really what it is

  393. And that's what the niggas is

  394. The crime is still in the hood

  395. Niggas is still dying in the hood

  396. Niggas has got to sell drugs

  397. To live in the hood

  398. Because the jobs ain't hiring

  399. It's still niggas going to jail

  400. It's still mothers losing their sons

  401. It's still

  402. People you know what I'm saying

  403. Still young girls getting pregnant early

  404. It's still all of this

  405. So

  406. Niggas is rapping about what's around them

  407. That's why America eating it up

  408. Because they

  409. It's all moving

  410. It's all entertainment

  411. But we really

  412. living it that's why they can't stop rapping it how do they separate that from entertainment

  413. in general i mean because you have and i'm not even going to beat up on rap you got movies and

  414. stuff like that you got all sorts of stuff glorifying you got you know the mob movies

  415. were big you know what i mean and that's hugely they can make the hip-hop it's like they can make

  416. the money off of it but we can't like like it's like you know and then i just feel like rap is

  417. something to blame i just feel like it's easy because you know it's us you're saying it's us

  418. it's a wet thing it's a black thing so you know i'm saying rap is always going to be something

  419. to blame i'm it is what it is that's how i look at it but rap it may be interpreted as glorifying

  420. to the public but it's like yo if your son is going outside every day going to school right

  421. And school is treacherous

  422. The school is not the best school

  423. His block

  424. You got

  425. You a mother

  426. You got him living on

  427. Not the best block

  428. You know what go on

  429. He around niggas

  430. That's not the best

  431. So

  432. When he listening to songs

  433. You may be playing this song for him

  434. You trying to get him in this gospel

  435. And he talking about

  436. They'll try to get him into that

  437. And he listening to it

  438. It's not connecting

  439. But when he hear a rapper

  440. When he hear Meek Mill

  441. He hear somebody telling a story of

  442. Close to his story

  443. Close to

  444. Close to

  445. He don't got his pops

  446. He misses his pops

  447. His pops gone

  448. His pops got killed

  449. His pops is dead

  450. That's the things

  451. That people relate to

  452. My pops dead

  453. So I relate to it

  454. So when you hear it

  455. You can't

  456. You gonna gravitate

  457. To what's more

  458. Right in your lane

  459. So

  460. That's what they gonna feel

  461. That's so

  462. When you hear them listening to it

  463. You think they

  464. Oh the rap is influencing them

  465. To do it

  466. But no

  467. They already in it

  468. They already around it

  469. I feel like it's a rare occasion

  470. It's like I bet

  471. You know

  472. Some people

  473. They be like

  474. It's always gonna be

  475. Specific little joints

  476. To happen

  477. But

  478. If you do the numbers

  479. Ain't too many suburban kids

  480. That don't gotta

  481. Grab a gun

  482. Grabbing guns

  483. Cause they heard rappers do it

  484. They

  485. Most of they favorite rappers

  486. Is probably gangster rappers

  487. And they never did

  488. You know how many people

  489. How many

  490. Nah there's mad people

  491. That listen to hip hop

  492. When you go to 50 cent shows

  493. It all shows

  494. It's white people

  495. 70% yeah

  496. You think all those people

  497. Is no

  498. They getting

  499. They probably went on

  500. And went to college

  501. And had great lives

  502. Because that don't

  503. Influence them to do it

  504. because it ain't around them what's gonna make them they you know i'm saying it don't make sense

  505. just common sense you know yeah it wouldn't make sense you know i'm saying for them

  506. listening to it is great it's like watching a great movie you love watching a movie right

  507. about cops and shooting blowing shit up but if there's nobody's but if it's not around you

  508. you can separate it out or if you're playing a video game it's like it's not reality yeah but

  509. the thing is that the movies that are closer to you more documentary is movies more movies about

  510. that's different

  511. influence them right

  512. so when you hear

  513. paid in full

  514. you always hear like

  515. legendary hood movie

  516. to us

  517. Scarface

  518. why Scarface

  519. would resonate

  520. with black people

  521. what you think

  522. cause he poor

  523. came from the ghetto

  524. from the bottom

  525. to the top

  526. had to do it

  527. by any means necessary

  528. that's how most of us feel

  529. so it's not

  530. you know what I'm saying

  531. it's

  532. we still watch

  533. all of his stuff

  534. we still watch Rambo

  535. and all of them

  536. we don't do that

  537. right

  538. I don't get an axe

  539. or something like that

  540. that's what I'm saying

  541. we ain't doing all

  542. you ain't seeing us

  543. with just all

  544. we doing all those

  545. no we we doing it more similar to what's going on around us that's how it work bro it's your

  546. environment the environment is key to everything that you got going on so it's like i mean that's

  547. the main thing that's why niggas trying to rap to get out the hood you mean everybody say that

  548. everybody say you know you want to get out till you don't want to live in the ghetto right you

  549. want to if you want to get a house you want to get a house and we won't move to we want your kids to

  550. live i mean if it was just about the music you would you'd be like fuck it i i could raise my

  551. kids with the best morals right not listening to music they'll listen to gospel every day

  552. and we just gonna live in a hood and treacherous areas and they're gonna be all bad kids but they

  553. not gonna get touched by none none of it's gonna affect them because they're gonna no

  554. they're gonna be affected then they're gonna be colder because the world around them is colder

  555. and they have no choice but to adapt you feel me that's life so that's how i look at it like

  556. they have no choice but to adapt because our environment is key you know what i'm saying

  557. You keep your kids in a nice environment

  558. Where the birds are chirping

  559. They can do things

  560. They'll be happier

  561. There's probably scientific shit on that

  562. You know what I mean?

  563. I know it gotta be

  564. For sure

  565. Really?

  566. Sure

  567. That's a great take, man

  568. It's a lot

  569. For sure

  570. One of the things I wanted to run into was like

  571. I want to go a little bit into

  572. Some questions about the music that I had

  573. Just the journey as an artist

  574. From where you

  575. there was one post that stood out for me when you had uh posted your check you didn't post the

  576. amount but you got the check from allentown for empower 610 day shout out to lewis and nice

  577. and you were like it's it's crazy to get uh first off shout out to those guys for getting

  578. hip-hop on a platform facts in the city for sure you know what i mean that's what everybody talked

  579. about we just need someone to have us on a stage that place was filled yeah it was like a good show

  580. and uh by the time you went on the the lights had like dimmed i left right after you left i was like

  581. i gotta see this but like the sunset came down or whatever like that it was it was epic yeah so you

  582. come from doing probably a ton of shows for free for sure for sure for sure to okay now i'm respected

  583. as a craft that i got picked to be on this stage on this platform you know yeah now shout out to

  584. all those artists that were on there yeah shout out to all those artists you feel me and that

  585. that to me that was always like that was like a little milestone because i've got paid to battle

  586. you feel me i've got checks to battle now that's a different art you feel me so i got two checks

  587. to battle but i feel like battling is like a like a boxing man so people will pay to see you fight

  588. they love fights

  589. they love shit like that

  590. but just for your craft

  591. just for you making a song

  592. or just performing a song

  593. niggas ain't really

  594. jacking that like that

  595. feel me

  596. they ain't really jacking that

  597. so

  598. it's hard to get

  599. that acknowledgement

  600. especially for somebody

  601. like I'm gonna pay you for that

  602. like you know what I'm saying

  603. like I just recently

  604. like got

  605. a paid feature

  606. you feel me

  607. it's like somebody

  608. bought a feature

  609. and then wanted to pay

  610. for the video too

  611. you know what I'm saying

  612. and it was just like

  613. you know it's dope

  614. you feel me

  615. where people will look

  616. at your shit

  617. and be like damn

  618. i want to um i respect your craft enough i fuck with you i'm a fan of you enough that's like i bet

  619. i'm gonna i'm gonna pay you what you worth you know i'm saying and so it's just like you know

  620. i'm saying that that those those is like milestones for me you know i'm saying and it's like i bet

  621. now i know like i'm moving in the right direction like i need to keep it going type of uh i mean

  622. but it's been a journey i should that's a journey man you know i mean it's just a road and you gotta

  623. do it properly like anybody try to cut the corners but you can't really cut the corners

  624. i felt like i feel like you can't cheat the game just like you see niggas in the nba it's like

  625. ain't nobody skipped it nobody nobody had the fast trade you can't just be like oh yeah i'm um

  626. i'm steph carvey son i'm going to the right don't work like that i don't feel like it worked like

  627. that in music either i feel like you could get more opportunities but for having niggas the world

  628. To be fans of you

  629. To have real fans

  630. That means

  631. And I mean the fans

  632. Is corny

  633. Cause at the end of the day

  634. If you around somebody

  635. That just you know

  636. That ain't don't deserve

  637. To be there

  638. But you just a super fan

  639. Of them

  640. Then you corny

  641. You know what I mean

  642. But at the end of the day

  643. He deserve

  644. He worthy

  645. His music

  646. His art

  647. Is worthy of being a fan of

  648. I'm with that

  649. Like you feel me

  650. I don't feel like

  651. You could cheat the game

  652. So I feel like

  653. It don't matter

  654. Who you next to

  655. Don't matter how many

  656. Chains you got on

  657. It don't really matter

  658. It don't matter

  659. What it is

  660. Cause the music

  661. got to connect to the people you gotta make a great product i'm using it's just for grind people

  662. trying to grind make it out you know i'm saying now if you relate to that even more maybe you in

  663. that life okay you know i'm saying but nah more so you know i feel like hip-hop it's people from

  664. china and all these places that they barely even understand english and love hip-hop it's an energy

  665. it's a vibe that's kind of what i was going on that's what it is so so what that's what i'm

  666. saying it's all about a feeling that's why i say when i'm making this for them i'm making it for

  667. people who need inspiration who need something to get through the day with that's an energy that's

  668. not like you feel me i might even make i don't even make that much bop you feel me i'm a man

  669. i bop here and there but i don't even make that much bop so it's like more the people who listen

  670. to me you you you like man i gotta wake up in the morning i gotta get ready for work i need that

  671. So you won't listen to something

  672. That's gonna get you ready

  673. To like

  674. You in the gym

  675. You thinking about

  676. You know what I'm saying

  677. I'm gonna get right for these

  678. I'm gonna prove these niggas wrong

  679. You feel what I mean

  680. You doing what you doing

  681. That's what I'm

  682. I'm for

  683. I'm like for the underdog

  684. I'm an underdog

  685. So it's like

  686. I'm

  687. That's the

  688. It's like not successful

  689. Like

  690. Not even not successful

  691. It's just striving for success

  692. You know what I'm saying

  693. Just striving

  694. Cause even when you hit it

  695. It's a point of success

  696. And

  697. Now what

  698. So it's like

  699. When you make it to the NBA

  700. Now what you wanna do

  701. You want to be better

  702. You want to be the best

  703. In the NBA right

  704. You want to make

  705. The all star team

  706. You know you want to

  707. You know what I mean

  708. You want to make

  709. You want to win a championship

  710. So it's still goals

  711. After you hit a goal

  712. So it's not like

  713. Alright bet

  714. You got here

  715. That's why you like

  716. You got it

  717. You know what I mean

  718. A nigga get here

  719. And then he get here

  720. If he happy when he get here

  721. It's great

  722. I'm happy for him

  723. You know what I mean

  724. But me when I hit here

  725. I said oh sure

  726. Alright bet

  727. It's another level

  728. I got to go up there now

  729. So I got to give up

  730. You know you can celebrate

  731. For a minute

  732. It's like you win

  733. You win the first round

  734. you win the conference finals and he like i bet you see niggas like yeah but the job not done

  735. you know i'm saying and my kobe voice like the job not done like we got to still win the chip

  736. we still got to go all the way i win the chip my family's out here my kids are set for life

  737. and i ain't got to worry no more you know i'm saying that's when i hit the joint that's when

  738. i win the chip for me everybody chip is different and success when it comes to success but

  739. as i say it's always next levels to it so it's like it was a a line i lived by that i heard

  740. one time uh for every level there's another devil and it's like when you get to a point

  741. it's not like all the problems go away no and it's not the same as more money more problems i

  742. don't even know if we could quote that anymore what's going on i mean it is more money more

  743. problems in the world at the end of the day you know yeah but that's specifically with money i

  744. could be talking about if i'm saying another level like anything eventually i got four mics now let's

  745. say i have six mics let's say the caliber of my guest is i can't bring them to my basement so now

  746. i gotta go and rent out a space for the presentation that everybody goes for to be bigger like yeah my

  747. show is for people that seen when this was a green screen and this wasn't this mic and this was a

  748. computer monitor like uh yeah these things are holding those screens up right there i had

  749. garbage ties two mics like this i still got pictures that shit because i didn't want to

  750. wait till it's like okay shit is successful now look at it go from there you know what i mean

  751. but that's what the thing is it's a journey you feel me it's a come on that's what it's like so

  752. your show even represent the same thing you feel me just in a different art form you feel me it's

  753. the same thing as my music i will not lose if you listen to my music like yo this that's what it's

  754. all about i will not lose no matter what so that's what it's all about it's the come up and that's

  755. what i'm saying it's all it's the same thing that's why i'm like here because at the end of

  756. the day it's the same thing it's all about the come up bro like like people who know me they

  757. know they see me come from nothing they keep me coming from nothing and it's not even like i got

  758. a lot now so it's just be like you're going and they know where i'm about to go that's what it's

  759. all about ain't about nothing else ain't about coming up here saying this damn it there's about

  760. the real so it's just like yeah we just trying to make it happen bro and i'm saying that's what

  761. my music represents the same shit your podcast represents just in a different way you feel me

  762. mine might be a little more aggressive maybe a little bit more urban culture maybe just trencher

  763. but same message same thing same energy you feel me that's what it's about that's what i was getting

  764. to i think people that relate with that energy can relate with the music even if it's not you

  765. know what i mean yeah even if they don't gotta do that's what i'm saying it's like kids like that's

  766. what you should take from the culture let's say i don't think that people from the suburbs shouldn't

  767. listen to rap you know that's up to them and their parents but if you're gonna say okay i'm listening

  768. to this and it's not to go and say like like that's why i keep on falling back to the glorification

  769. but it's like that did happen there was a time when people were just fabricating stories they

  770. were just planting people and they're like this is this image this is a persona but it's like

  771. You can't fact check

  772. Any of that

  773. Like

  774. Yeah and it's true

  775. But at the end of the day

  776. That's because it was

  777. It was

  778. The thing is

  779. You got a villain

  780. In every story right

  781. It don't matter

  782. What movie

  783. It's a kid's movie

  784. It's a villain in the story

  785. But

  786. It's something about

  787. The villain

  788. Where

  789. You gotta understand

  790. That the villain

  791. God

  792. Is doing something

  793. That

  794. Sometimes

  795. You know you

  796. Kinda wanna do

  797. You

  798. It's like

  799. It's something about

  800. The goon

  801. A groom wouldn't be the guy

  802. King Kong was King Kong

  803. It's like damn it's something fascinating

  804. About this scary

  805. Motherfucker you know what I'm saying

  806. About this alpha

  807. Inferior motherfucker something scary

  808. About that

  809. That's why people like MMA

  810. And fighting and watching all that stuff

  811. And everything

  812. We all have something in us

  813. Where we want to do something

  814. But the courage fear

  815. And that matters in life

  816. So the thing is that

  817. when someone's doing something that's daring

  818. you don't really get

  819. rewarded for nothing like easy

  820. I could've did that myself

  821. it's like what go viral is the nigga

  822. who jump out the plane and do the backflip

  823. you know what I'm saying

  824. the park hard

  825. them young niggas jumping off the walls

  826. park head niggas

  827. you're like oh these niggas is crazy

  828. that's what it is

  829. in martial arts

  830. they're gonna post

  831. the picture of

  832. the guy doing i'm not even gonna get into technical terms but doing the front somersault

  833. and grabbing the leg and coming back and grabbing with his leg like they're not gonna do the

  834. fundamental shit that really works yeah you know what i mean like how to break a grip or how to you

  835. know they're they're not gonna show you the real stuff they're gonna show you that flashy shit

  836. when i cut up pieces of the podcast like i've put out things of here's me editing the podcast

  837. it's not the whole thing nobody want to see that shit it's when the ai is chopping this up and i'm

  838. doing the coloring on the video like just show the show the highlights and the highlights of it

  839. go from there facts that's what people like to see no i like the um i mean i haven't been

  840. in battles on your edge but i remember that rush i would compare it to like uh like

  841. well i trained jujitsu i don't know if i told you or not but like um rolling or fighting just

  842. that whole that in being in real time yeah we were talking off camera you could drill something

  843. as much as you want at the end we go live where it's like all right try to kill each other and

  844. you got to prevent me from trying to kill you and go from there and like that real-time strategy

  845. it changes different like yes it's different it's different battle rap and rapping is two

  846. different things just rapping you is is uh it's like you said it's just a expression and you could

  847. do it it's subjective it's like you know you're giving your music for your type of people and

  848. you know you don't gotta i mean but with battle rap you gotta come with it man you can have your

  849. style you can have different styles but you gotta have bars i'm going for what your style is you

  850. gotta have bars you gotta be talking it gotta be wordplay it gotta be witty you cannot just there's

  851. no bop there ain't no beat that could save you in bed rack you feel me there's nothing and them

  852. fans is different i mean but and the structure is different you know i mean and like like i was

  853. telling you off camera it's like that shit like shooting in the gym you say five four three two

  854. one you can hit that shit every time when you're practicing in the gym you get that every time

  855. when it's three and three with your homies you go in that big game five four three two one you

  856. gotta hit it right then on that time don't redo no nothing you know i'm saying you gotta make it

  857. and that's the that's you gotta get it right so that's what battle rap you only get one time to

  858. get it right you don't get to you don't get to redo you gotta live with that you gotta live with

  859. that and you know i'm saying you gotta come back next time better that's the only way battle rap

  860. making songs you could tweak it tweak it tweak it you would keep it to yourself sure you feel me you

  861. could do all that type of shit battle rap and you got a nigga trying to kill you yeah that's

  862. another thing like you said there's no time out in combat there's no like there's no oh i gotta

  863. breathe real quick and there's no half-assing you can't have you can't train and you know do all

  864. that when you go to the fight you're like no i'm kind of tired today i'm gonna take it easy no

  865. you can't take it easy different with battle rap you gotta go hard every time rapping you could be

  866. like i'm gonna do this i'm gonna make this time i'm gonna be like this i fucked it you can do it

  867. it's a leisure you know i mean it seems a little more lenient definitely definitely it don't give

  868. you it don't give you the same rush either i'm gonna be honest with you it don't give you the

  869. same rush maybe when i'm all the way successful and i got the the crowd rocking to me all crazy

  870. maybe i might i still don't think so but i feel like battle rap is different man it's like when

  871. you're playing ball and you hit that game winner or you hit that tight shot you make that crazy

  872. Highlight play

  873. And people just wanna

  874. Rush the court

  875. You know what I mean

  876. They just rush you

  877. Cause it's like an energy

  878. You got at that moment

  879. Where they just wanna

  880. Grab you

  881. And jump on you

  882. Or pick you up in the air

  883. You feel me

  884. Yeah

  885. That's how battle rap is

  886. You hit that bar

  887. You hit that

  888. You know what I'm saying

  889. You say that line

  890. That's so crazy

  891. They just

  892. They stopping it

  893. Fuck everything

  894. It's a moment

  895. Yeah it's a moment

  896. They grabbing you

  897. They trying to

  898. People just wanna hug you

  899. Just cause it's just

  900. That electrifying

  901. That's the difference

  902. With battle rap

  903. you know i'm saying it's like a in the moment thing like you said it's in the moment right

  904. then and there oh look at you you're getting hyped up we got adrenaline going right now

  905. i got you see i'm done with my cup now i'm chilling 20 minutes you're gonna battle me

  906. now we got uh we got a lot of stuff i had a lot to unpack listening to the music

  907. don status one was four or five years ago yeah man a long time five years ago thanks

  908. little break between there big break but yeah well yeah nah you're definitely a break you know

  909. i'm saying i mean i always kind of like was bullshitting with the music dog like i always

  910. kind of like just you know i did it at my leisure you know i'm saying um trying to get money just

  911. trying to live life figure it out you feel me so when it ain't paying the bills it's just but it

  912. never was my main thing you know i'm saying just i'm always was good at it was always good at it

  913. You know what I'm saying

  914. People would push me to do it

  915. But I ain't really

  916. You know what I mean

  917. But now

  918. You know what I mean

  919. Like you know

  920. God works in mysterious ways

  921. And shit

  922. So it's like

  923. I kind of just linked up

  924. With my manager

  925. Champ

  926. I was a champ

  927. And um

  928. We just hit it off

  929. And he pushed me

  930. He pushed me

  931. And he's structuring and shit

  932. He helping me out

  933. Making me make it right

  934. You know what I mean

  935. So everything niggas

  936. Is seeing now

  937. He letting me know

  938. What I should do

  939. What I'm not doing

  940. So he trying to harness the talent

  941. You know

  942. Even Michael Jordan

  943. Needed Phil Jackson

  944. You feel what I mean

  945. So

  946. that's how it go

  947. now I'm glad you

  948. recognize that

  949. because it would have been

  950. a different conversation

  951. you really leaned into

  952. that whole

  953. top five in Allentown

  954. thing

  955. and it was just like

  956. I mean it's all good

  957. when you

  958. I mean the thing is

  959. I'm the best at Allentown

  960. that's the thing

  961. I'm not going

  962. far away from that

  963. that's just

  964. that's nonsense

  965. but

  966. at the end of the day

  967. that accolade

  968. don't matter to me

  969. you feel me

  970. a top five

  971. it's a preacher

  972. I don't get it twisted

  973. i appreciate it as far as that's fire you feel me but you know man i'm just trying to make it

  974. happen bro you know what i'm saying i'm just trying to be a staple for the town so what's

  975. the next steps in terms of getting better is there anywhere would you would feel that you're

  976. lacking that you feel you mean like it's artistry wise or just what i do in my career even just

  977. development well i mean interviews about the person interviews about music and stuff too i

  978. don't mean specifically like take bar number 14 and change that to that i'm just saying like

  979. performance would you ever do like uh like i would definitely say i could work on my performance

  980. because i don't do too many of them like i'd be chilling you feel me so do more battles and

  981. performances i'm more of a live performer like a like a like how block work tv more of just a

  982. live performing with the camera on me yeah yeah you know i mean type of type of nigga don't get

  983. Twisted

  984. You know what I'm saying

  985. I feel like I'm a decent performer

  986. Like it shows and shit

  987. But

  988. I feel like that's somewhere

  989. I could definitely

  990. Work on

  991. Like that's

  992. That's gonna be probably

  993. My next thing

  994. Where I'll probably try

  995. To elevate

  996. To become

  997. The greatest at that

  998. You feel me

  999. I don't wanna say

  1000. I'm the best performer

  1001. You know what I'm saying

  1002. I just feel like

  1003. I'm the best rapper

  1004. Period

  1005. You feel me

  1006. Like that

  1007. You know what I'm saying

  1008. You know what I mean

  1009. So

  1010. You know it's areas

  1011. It's always areas

  1012. You feel me

  1013. You know what I'm saying

  1014. You work on

  1015. Even Michael Jordan

  1016. Was working on his game

  1017. Trying to

  1018. You know what I'm saying

  1019. LeBron James

  1020. Working on his shit

  1021. Trying to make sure

  1022. You know what I mean

  1023. He can get better every year

  1024. Go ahead

  1025. Shout out to

  1026. Tug

  1027. Shout out to Tug McGraw

  1028. That's my guy

  1029. He's the one that really

  1030. Put me on that perspective

  1031. That like

  1032. There's studio

  1033. There's live

  1034. Performance

  1035. And there's like battling

  1036. Yeah

  1037. You gotta like

  1038. Almost choose two

  1039. Like

  1040. Two of them

  1041. Are gonna be your core

  1042. Now you could be

  1043. Better than

  1044. Someone else's best

  1045. At number three

  1046. but like they're different arts like you said right you know you could you know i remember for

  1047. one time i just uh i didn't write for like two three years and all i did was freestyle and i got

  1048. way better at eliminating that gap before you say the next thing you know what i mean like it just

  1049. started getting more creatively yeah and as my actual vocabulary got better it's like okay it's

  1050. easier to think of stuff but even then i might be like okay i lacked in the metaphor but i

  1051. constantly did that even as an entrepreneur not even just as an artist i'm constantly like all

  1052. right there's something at this point at 37 that i just need to outsource like do i need to go and

  1053. pick up and learn this new skill at this point facts always always learn like that's what i feel

  1054. That's why I feel like I'm the best

  1055. Right

  1056. It's because of that

  1057. It's cause

  1058. You

  1059. You know

  1060. It's niggas who can shoot the ball very well

  1061. There's niggas who can dribble the ball very well

  1062. There's niggas who can drive the ball very well

  1063. There's niggas who can pass the ball very well

  1064. I feel like I can do everything

  1065. There ain't really nothing I can't do

  1066. Where all these other niggas

  1067. They can't do that

  1068. So they can't make quality music

  1069. Like a great album

  1070. Like real music

  1071. And separate it from battling

  1072. Let alone

  1073. So that's for the battle rappers

  1074. That's like if you're a battle rapper

  1075. You niggas

  1076. Them battle rap niggas

  1077. Can't really separate

  1078. And make great music

  1079. That makes sense

  1080. Song making

  1081. Song making

  1082. And structure like that

  1083. They can't do that

  1084. And do it fluently

  1085. And on a high level

  1086. Like me

  1087. Then on top of it

  1088. Niggas that make songs

  1089. Can't fucking battle

  1090. Half them niggas

  1091. Is melodic now

  1092. And they can't

  1093. Niggas is not

  1094. Or drill

  1095. Drill rapper

  1096. You can't battle

  1097. They not battling

  1098. Put auto-tune on my battle track

  1099. Exactly

  1100. You feel me

  1101. So that's not gonna happen

  1102. Like now

  1103. Today's rappers can't do that

  1104. So it's certain

  1105. It's like even the top rappers

  1106. Like you look at them

  1107. Like nah

  1108. That's that

  1109. Even don't matter

  1110. Like Lil Baby can't battle

  1111. I love Lil Baby

  1112. He's fire

  1113. But he can't battle

  1114. Come on

  1115. You know what I'm saying

  1116. So if I get a certain pinnacle

  1117. I

  1118. I mean I got something

  1119. He can't do

  1120. Right

  1121. So that's why I'm the best

  1122. You feel me

  1123. That's why I'm the best

  1124. Like you know what I mean

  1125. And if you're going to lyrically

  1126. I feel like I'm lyrically the best

  1127. You feel me

  1128. It's like that's just how I go

  1129. I feel like I do everything well

  1130. At the top level

  1131. where ain't really too much niggas could do with me you feel me so that's how i feel like you know

  1132. you being well-rounded i'm saying i'm not like the most serious rock i got a little bot niggas

  1133. no i gotta have one little moppy joints and i can make a couple of those you feel me but

  1134. i feel like i'm just well-rounded that's that's what make me different than them they just do

  1135. what they do they stick to that one lane you're leading towards creating the art and putting

  1136. together uh you know a body of work and also something like it's a it's a personality yeah

  1137. i mean that's one thing in general your music has always had personality to the point where it's

  1138. like like you said i'm that dude off the mic yeah maybe that's why you didn't go as hard with it

  1139. like there's a dude in the gym that gets pussy and a dude in the gym that doesn't get pussy who

  1140. you think is working harder at that time yeah you know what i mean you're right you're right

  1141. The nigga that don't get it

  1142. Be like that

  1143. I don't know

  1144. I just

  1145. Like I said

  1146. Like you said

  1147. Like I really

  1148. It just was a natural thing to me

  1149. I didn't really go hard

  1150. I always

  1151. It wasn't

  1152. You know

  1153. Once it hit it's point

  1154. To where it didn't

  1155. You know

  1156. Really do too much for me

  1157. Like add nothing to

  1158. My stature

  1159. Nothing

  1160. I was already

  1161. Like I was set out to conquer

  1162. You wanna be

  1163. Popular where you at

  1164. You wanna be appreciated

  1165. For what you do

  1166. So once it hit the point

  1167. Where you like

  1168. Yo niggas is like

  1169. Yo you either the best

  1170. Or you top five

  1171. Alright my job kinda

  1172. Kinda done

  1173. Unless there's other levels to it

  1174. Unless I'm gonna go

  1175. Be the best in the world

  1176. Get paid

  1177. You know what I mean

  1178. Do all those things

  1179. Now if those things

  1180. Seeming too far fetched

  1181. Or whatever

  1182. I might just

  1183. You know

  1184. I'll be cool with what I am

  1185. I'm gonna just chill

  1186. And I'm gonna figure out

  1187. Other things

  1188. Cause life is real

  1189. So it's like

  1190. You know what I'm saying

  1191. You getting older

  1192. Life is real

  1193. You know what I'm saying

  1194. I come from an era

  1195. Where you was like

  1196. You had to

  1197. Get spit for Jay-Z

  1198. Spit for Jay-Z

  1199. Or something like that

  1200. And get found

  1201. Be at the right place

  1202. In the right time

  1203. See now it's ever different

  1204. You could work

  1205. You could just grind

  1206. You could just be like

  1207. Alright bet I'm gonna

  1208. I'm gonna drop my

  1209. Put my tape together

  1210. Drop it

  1211. On all platforms

  1212. So anybody can really listen to it

  1213. And I can hit

  1214. Hit streaming platforms

  1215. And I can hit

  1216. Social media platforms

  1217. And I can work my tape

  1218. Myself

  1219. For real for real

  1220. Without

  1221. Any

  1222. You know

  1223. Label

  1224. So that's when you start

  1225. Looking at it like that

  1226. Like alright cool

  1227. i could build my fan base without that i mean you just gotta get your bag right of course

  1228. you know i'm saying i know what you're doing nothing's free like they they buy likes to push

  1229. uh like artists that already have something going but there's a there's a method of conversion from

  1230. that like they're not just cloud some are some people are buying crazy stuff and views just for

  1231. clout like even the label is doing that but a lot of times they're like all right this is going to

  1232. create some sort of believability and that's one thing even back when they were looking for deals

  1233. you still had to have some sort of following or some sort of proof that you have a personality

  1234. that we can make shine and see that's the thing is that um views don't prove that back in the day

  1235. if there wasn't no internet and niggas heard if you heard about me like oh yeah buying likes and

  1236. like that and views it don't really equate they don't prove nothing you know i'm saying because

  1237. a following is a following like back in the day if you were like you say you came with a father

  1238. they heard go we heard about you in the streets niggas had to find because it was like yo we heard

  1239. about you that's what it's real like people talking about you for real buying likes is not

  1240. that buying views and just being a fan base and following is not that you know i'm saying like

  1241. A nigga could

  1242. Like

  1243. It's like

  1244. Niggas I know

  1245. Like it's people you know

  1246. That you look at their views

  1247. Quarter million views

  1248. Every video

  1249. So you know what I mean

  1250. You're like oh yo

  1251. But the nigga ain't getting money

  1252. He can't selling out the club

  1253. So if he ain't selling out the club

  1254. Where the fans at

  1255. Where the views coming from

  1256. It don't make

  1257. It don't equate cause

  1258. It don't matter

  1259. Like really

  1260. You got

  1261. The movement is always

  1262. The views is gonna be there

  1263. It's interactions

  1264. So it's like if you drop a post

  1265. It's how much people

  1266. Is interacting with your shit

  1267. Now for sure

  1268. It's like I'd rather

  1269. If I get 5,000 views

  1270. I don't even

  1271. I don't want 5,000 people

  1272. To have watched it

  1273. If it's 5,000 views

  1274. I'm the same way

  1275. I'd rather it be 400 views

  1276. 500

  1277. Because that means

  1278. 500 people kept watching it

  1279. That means they really liked it

  1280. So not no whole year

  1281. The ad got them there

  1282. Some bullshit

  1283. Like yo they really like this shit

  1284. And they rocking it

  1285. So they kept going

  1286. And ran me up to five minutes

  1287. Those are real fans

  1288. That's all I want

  1289. I just want people

  1290. really rock on my shit you feel me and really appreciate the art really get the message and

  1291. they do something for them and connect to it you know what i mean so that's really the views i don't

  1292. feel like that shit do nothing i feel like the likes and the views it does uh it's it's it hurts

  1293. you it hurts you and it is cloud but it's it's a weird thing where naturally as humans we're

  1294. tribal people like we gotta fit in with the community or we get excommunicated not so much

  1295. anymore but like they just kick you out the tribe so that's why we have a natural fear of when people

  1296. are looking at us now i'm gonna kind of wrap up here but what i'm saying is if i wanted views

  1297. i would take all my shit off spotify all my shit off apple and i would just post to youtube where

  1298. you could view it i mean we're doing a video podcast it's way easier to just record upload

  1299. the mp3 and keep a show going like that yeah but because people can get it anywhere i want you to

  1300. be able to get it anywhere if you listen to it on youtube now my numbers are spread out i got some

  1301. with apple podcast some with this those aren't all in the same place so somebody might go and be like

  1302. 30 views 100 views 300 views on the interview oh nobody's listening to them and stuff like that

  1303. some people might do the the research and be like oh it's been slowly going up 10 20 views

  1304. as it goes from there but part of that is listeners those are genuine listeners coming

  1305. aboard and all of them have a different algorithm so if i wanted to let's say i knew i had hot

  1306. content but we just don't have the views or the social backing i'd be like it makes sense to buy

  1307. views just so people listen because people will see the 10 000 first thing they say is that click

  1308. on the video with a bunch of there's people that won't click on this video until it has

  1309. Thousands of views

  1310. Hundreds of thousands

  1311. Of views

  1312. That is true

  1313. Like sometimes

  1314. Like the look of

  1315. Like oh shit

  1316. Like this shit

  1317. Got a million views

  1318. Like let me see

  1319. What it's about

  1320. You know what I mean

  1321. That's a fact

  1322. That's a fact

  1323. But that's as far as it go

  1324. That's

  1325. It is

  1326. That's as far as it go

  1327. Now

  1328. Now I wouldn't say

  1329. I would feel like

  1330. Ads and certain things

  1331. Just to get you

  1332. To want to click on it

  1333. Is better than

  1334. Buying a view

  1335. You know what I'm saying

  1336. Or trying to get

  1337. You know

  1338. Trying to get in certain spots

  1339. Than buying a view

  1340. Like

  1341. But

  1342. I mean you want the views

  1343. I mean if they's real views

  1344. And they translate to fans

  1345. Then it makes sense

  1346. You know what I'm saying

  1347. And there's nothing wrong with that

  1348. I don't see nothing wrong with that

  1349. Like putting yourself

  1350. In the opportunity to win

  1351. People gotta see it

  1352. That's what I want

  1353. I want people to

  1354. You know hear it

  1355. And once they hear it

  1356. When they fuck with me

  1357. Or they pick me

  1358. Like alright man

  1359. Let me see what you got

  1360. Going on over there

  1361. They probably gonna like it

  1362. You know what I'm saying

  1363. They might not

  1364. But that's

  1365. You want the looks

  1366. You want the looks always

  1367. Ain't nothing wrong with that

  1368. I ain't mad at the looks

  1369. It's just

  1370. If you're doing it for clout

  1371. it ain't really working i mean i have a problem with that i don't buy likes i don't do any of that

  1372. i actively don't shoot for the likes because then i gotta pander then i gotta cater i can't have the

  1373. people that i want somebody trust me if i have a sponsor they might be like uh listen we listened

  1374. to don status too and i'm thinking that maybe you know it's like i can have who i want i can do my

  1375. thing i can talk the way i want it doesn't hurt me professionally yeah like that was part of probably

  1376. get a sponsor that and any sponsor that come they'll understand what you're about and then

  1377. support what the what your movement is about so they'll accept everybody you know i'm saying it's

  1378. i'm a positive they get sponsors drink champs and they they drinking and smoking on the journey for

  1379. me so it's like you got to look at it like that like at the end of the day you're gonna find a

  1380. proper sponsor when they see the vision because the vision is the thing it's your vision so

  1381. however you want to do how you said and then probably it'll be somebody who probably be like

  1382. But you know what?

  1383. I see what he's doing

  1384. and I want to boost it up

  1385. or I want to be part of it.

  1386. And you know what I'm saying?

  1387. That's coming for sure.

  1388. Yeah.

  1389. If it grows there organically,

  1390. you know.

  1391. Yeah, organically.

  1392. That's how I feel.

  1393. I'm exactly like organically

  1394. is the way I want to go.

  1395. Then we did something

  1396. for a while, but.

  1397. Yeah, facts.

  1398. So you got anything

  1399. you want to promote?

  1400. Anyone you want to shout out?

  1401. Tell them what you got going on.

  1402. This is going to drop soon.

  1403. I'm going to edit this.

  1404. I'm going to edit this.

  1405. I hope so, yeah, man.

  1406. You know, the tape is out, man.

  1407. DS2

  1408. Don Status 2

  1409. Is out

  1410. I'm streaming on all platforms

  1411. Man

  1412. Don Dollar 500

  1413. You can find me

  1414. Don Dollar underscore 500

  1415. You know what I'm saying

  1416. On Instagram

  1417. Don Dollar on Facebook

  1418. You already know man

  1419. Shout out to my nigga Champ

  1420. Shout out to my nigga Tony man

  1421. You know shout out to

  1422. I Will Not Lose Podcast

  1423. You feel me

  1424. Thanks for having me man

  1425. You know what I'm saying

  1426. Look out for the merch

  1427. Shout out my nigga Nano

  1428. You know what I'm saying

  1429. And the best designer

  1430. You know what I mean

  1431. In the world

  1432. You know what I mean

  1433. Shout out to him

  1434. We got merch coming

  1435. A collab

  1436. You know what I'm saying

  1437. Me and him

  1438. AB Empire

  1439. DS2

  1440. Merch is coming for that

  1441. You know

  1442. Apparel

  1443. Nice apparel

  1444. For the people

  1445. For the fans

  1446. For my true fans

  1447. You feel me

  1448. So you gonna be my first sponsor

  1449. And give me some drip

  1450. For my show right

  1451. Of course man

  1452. You know I'm gonna come right through

  1453. Drop that shit right off to you

  1454. For real

  1455. I bet

  1456. Definitely man

  1457. Yeah so I got that coming

  1458. The apparel coming

  1459. With Nano

  1460. The collab

  1461. We're gonna do some shorts

  1462. And some tees

  1463. For the summer

  1464. Do a couple color waves

  1465. And then

  1466. You know I got a bunch of things coming

  1467. I'm about to

  1468. You know drop a couple more videos

  1469. The video with him

  1470. We're about to shoot that soon

  1471. Get that dirty

  1472. You know what I'm saying

  1473. Cautious right

  1474. Nah that's

  1475. Oh that's the

  1476. That's highly dedicated

  1477. Off the album

  1478. Highly dedicated

  1479. Yeah featuring him

  1480. From BFF

  1481. BSF

  1482. That hook is crazy.

  1483. Oh, good looking.

  1484. I appreciate it.

  1485. It gives me like,

  1486. that's more,

  1487. like you said in the morning,

  1488. that's more my afternoon vibe,

  1489. like driving home

  1490. in the sunset.

  1491. Yeah.

  1492. You know what I mean?

  1493. And the windows

  1494. just feel more open.

  1495. You know, like.

  1496. Word.

  1497. That's a vibe.

  1498. Sure.

  1499. That's a vibe.

  1500. But yeah,

  1501. we got that.

  1502. You know what I mean?

  1503. I'm going to be doing

  1504. some shows soon

  1505. and shit like that.

  1506. I mean,

  1507. I'm going to be hitting

  1508. some more platforms

  1509. and just working the tape.

  1510. You know what I'm saying?

  1511. Yeah.

  1512. What track,

  1513. when I go and post,

  1514. I'll throw one of your tracks

  1515. to end the... I don't play music

  1516. during the show just so people could figure

  1517. it out, but if you wanted

  1518. one track to play off the

  1519. Don, may I throw

  1520. Highly Dedicated on?

  1521. I mean, you can if you want it.

  1522. I don't really

  1523. got, I mean,

  1524. no actual preference or shit, but Highly Dedicated

  1525. for sure.

  1526. So we'll close out. This is Highly Dedicated

  1527. off of Don Status 2

  1528. available on all streaming platforms.

  1529. Thanks for listening.

  1530. Peace.

  1531. The goons got me covered like a comforter

  1532. Thinkin' bout my old chick, can't lie, I fuck with her

  1533. Bitch broke my heart though, I should've never trusted her

  1534. I don't think they feelin' us

  1535. Back against the wall, but ain't no fearin' us

  1536. Think I'ma fail, you niggas is delirious

  1537. Listen as you hearin' this

  1538. Thinkin' bout the ones who cross me, make me furious

  1539. Man, I'm speakin' on this pain from experience

  1540. Word to my mother, bad bowlin', man, I come from the gutter

  1541. Disrespect, I'm the wrong motherfucker

  1542. Fiends call me country crock, I'm known for the butter

  1543. I stretch the white girl like a yoga instructor

  1544. Niggas tried to block us

  1545. Whoever knew a stove and a Pyrex

  1546. I'd turn into a force in the process

  1547. They could never stop us

  1548. Listen, man, R.I.P. to Mamba

  1549. We do niggas like Kobe with them choppers

  1550. Life's hard, so I'm sippin' Duce to get faded

  1551. For homies that died, I poured on the pavement

  1552. I'm highly dedicated

  1553. My homie had no roaches but got raided

  1554. The way they hate on me, you'll think a nigga made it

  1555. I'm highly dedicated

  1556. Listen, man, I'm highly underrated

  1557. Being a real nigga is never celebrated

  1558. My mind elevated

  1559. Took losses that left me devastated

  1560. But turn me into someone you don't wanna play with

  1561. I'm highly dedicated

  1562. I stood down on my own tent

  1563. Like 16 serving fiends

  1564. Panhandling with grown men

  1565. Them hard times, we was all in

  1566. Tryna come up on a dime

  1567. Niggas didn't wanna toss in

  1568. My mom gon' kill me if she walk in

  1569. My bedroom on a dresser

  1570. It's a pistol in the walk, man

  1571. They kill for me if I call them

  1572. Make it hot out on that block

  1573. Hundred shots if I call him

  1574. It's for them days we was all stressin'

  1575. Close my eyes, made a wish

  1576. Then God sent us all blessings

  1577. I ran the hood with a strong weapon

  1578. They gon' say you out of bounds

  1579. If they catch you in the wrong section

  1580. Any nigga movin', foul-tech him

  1581. Told the shooter, just do it

  1582. I don't even wanna talk, check him

  1583. He ain't a hustler, then I don't respect him

  1584. Real bosses feed killers

  1585. So you know a nigga well, but life's hard

  1586. So I'm sipping Duce to get faded

  1587. For homies that died, I poured on the pavement

  1588. I'm highly dedicated

  1589. My homie had no roaches but got raided

  1590. The way they hate on me, you'll think a nigga made it

  1591. I'm highly dedicated

  1592. Listen man, I'm highly underrated

  1593. Being a real nigga is never celebrated

  1594. My mind elevated, took losses that left me devastated

  1595. But turn me into someone you don't wanna play with

  1596. I'm highly dedicated

  1597. Don, Mr. Ma, Steve, and Don, what up nigga?

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